July 16, 2011

Alternate protein sources…..

So today it was raining like the heavens opened up and I might need to think about building an arc…..I spent the day being totally lazy and contemplating skipping my run, even though I currently have the availability of a treadmill to use so weather is really no excuse……anyhoo while I was busy being lazy today I was thinking about alternate protein sources because A) I am poor B) I am getting sick of eating nothing but chicken…….I loathe fish….I try to eat it then it gets wasted because no matter what kind of fish no matter how it’s seasoned I still can’t bring myself to eat it…..the only type of fish I can handle is albacore tuna (the white tuna) and at 2.99 a can it’s far too rich for this student’s diet most days….how sad is that? Tuna is a luxury lol…….I rarely eat red meat…..although I could happily eat a nice slice of bbq’d moo alas I can not afford much of that either…..extra lean ground beef in the smallest butcher pack they sell usually runs about $4.00 so also not a regular option……I’m on the fence about tofu…..some I like some not so much……so most of the time my protein comes from chicken because I can buy a box of boneless skin-less for what amounts to about $1.30 a piece…..soooo the fact that I eat chicken at least 5 days a week is starting to make meals a snore…….Even with my stellar cluinary skills!……Eggs are even cheaper but I already eat those for breakfast almost every single day, and I despise eggs LOL…pork is out of the question I really do not like the taste…..sooooo once again thinking about alternate protein sources on the cheap 🙂

I was thinking beans etc….then it stopped raining and I really really had no more excuses not to run so I got dressed and off I went……I was getting into the beats and still trying to think up meals with protein other than chicken……when BLAMO! something flew in my MOUTH!!!!!!! I came dangerously close to it becoming part of my bubble gum! I spit it out….well rather I tried to spit it out….anyone who knows me knows that I do not have the ability to spit at all…..last time the need arose and I tried I ended up spitting on myself LOL…….anyway I ended up having to fish said black fly out of my mouth with my finger…..again anyone who knows me knows how traumatic this is! I hate bugs….any kind of bugs…..but the little ones are the worst…..they are sneaky….they buzz around your face and then dive bomb your ears!…..they flit around your eyes then swoop into your mouth!….disgusting…..I have a wicked gag reflex sooooo needless to say I began to gag…..picture me running down a residential street gagging and people staring like what’s up with this freak? haha!……at one point I actually had to stop running because I was in full dry heave hell…….all for a stupid little black fly!  This was NOT the alternate source of protein I had in mind!

From now on I’m stickin’ to chicken 😛


One Goal Met!

Filed under: Things I do to get fit a.k.a exercise! Eeek!, Thoughts for the day — Tags: , , , — myjourneyfromfattofit @ 1:08 pm

Can I get a whoop whoop?!!!

so the other day I finally started week 10 of my run program! yehaw! I am FINALLY running 5k again! yay me!  I gotta say it was not as hard as I had anticipated! The mind makes a heaven or hell just by thinking it and I had allowed my mind to make 5k into hell until I actually did it… more of that nonsense!

I also noticed this morning that on my calendar I had written down my next few runs wrong…….I had anticipated staying at 5k for 2 weeks to get comfy with it then beginning 10k training…..well it seems that my subconscious had other ideas….you see I had written on my calendar that I would add another 5min to my runs next week… that brings me to 4 intervals… first I was like hellllll NO…..then I thought about and I believe I am going to try it….worst case scenario it’s too much for me and I stop before injury and sit with the 5k a couple weeks……best case scenario I push myself just enough to edge into my next goal…..10k!

I”m fired up! I keep visualizing myself running 10k…wish me luck peeps…..I think I might need a better playlist for this next goal… eye of the tiger, we are the champions kind of stuff LOL

now……if I can just meet my other mini goal by July 28th…..lose another 7 pounds…..that will put me back to my weight 4 years ago when I was very athletic and pretty darn fit, as well as being halfway to my ultimate weight-loss goal…fingers crossed 🙂

July 8, 2011

A little motivation goes a long way…..

Filed under: Thoughts for the day — myjourneyfromfattofit @ 5:50 pm

When I don’t feel like getting my butt off the couch and gettin’ ‘er done, I take a look at these pics.  they motivate me and remind why I’m on this journey……..


 ….well my butt IS big…..10,000 lunges…I’ll let you know when I get there…….


Jamie Eason is one of my fitness heros….one day I hope to look half as good as she does


Is your food real?

It’s soooo worth it!


hip bones please 🙂


I am earning it……every breath….every sweat drop….every curse……every meal…..every…..single…


These are just a few of the things I use to get and/or stay motivated…..what do you do?

July 3, 2011

Week 8

Filed under: Things I do to get fit a.k.a exercise! Eeek!, Thoughts for the day — Tags: , , — myjourneyfromfattofit @ 7:09 pm

Well I started week 8 of my 10 week run program yesterday.  It is difficult, yet not difficult all at the same time…….my body is adjusting to running again and even with the increases in time every week I am getting used to the feeling and getting my stride earlier in my intervals.  I am able to catch my breath faster and the whole asthma thing is not really bothering me much except on humid days….then it feels like a troll is sitting on my chest while I run…which is awesome.  I have actually been able to start paying better attention to my form while running now….making sure I am not holding my arms to close to my chest so as not to close my chest and make breathing harder…….proper foot placement as I run instead of just thinking oh God one foot in front of the other till the bell dings… it’s more like only 2 songs to go till the bell dings 😉

I have mixed emotions.  On the one hand I am super excited that I am almost to the end of this program…..I am a runner again and I LOOOOVVVVEEEE that, it makes me feel so very free and it makes me so aware of my own body.  On the other hand, I am almost at the end of this goal… makes me anxious… makes me sad…..

crazy you say…….enjoy your success you say……I am…..but I am sad….I need big goals to be motivated and to stay motivated……I still am working on the weight-loss goal, that one will keep me busy for quite a time yet, however I feel like I am losing something the closer I get to my running goal. I like to challenge myself, and the more fit I get, the more fit I want to be.

I want to inspire people……I want to motivate others….to show that the only things that are impossible are the things you tell yourself you can’t do……I like to think big…….so I thought up my next running goal…….10k…yuppers that’s what I will be training for next……10 kilometers! YIKES! I have never run that far…..not even for chocolate!  In my previous life as a semi-fit, kinda chubby, yet muscular chick I only ever ran 5k and felt like that was an accomplishment.  Now not so much… I feel like I want to keep reaching……so 10k it will be.  i have a secret goal of running a marathon with my bestie sometime next year…..but that is still so big it’s scary so it stays in the dark recesses of my brain for now and remains secret or I’ll be too scared and give up……so for now the next big goal is 10k.  I’ll be finished my 5k plan in 2 weeks and then will maintain that until august.  In the meantime I will hunt for the right 10k training plan for me and when I find it I will post it on here for anyone else that wants to follow.

I’m a little scared…..a lot excited…..kinda like the first time a cute boy leans in for a kiss…..clammy hands……butterflies in my stomach…….little tingles all over……..and a smile from ear to ear! Can’t wait to get to 10k 😉

June 25, 2011

Back in the saddle

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well it’s been a bit of an absence and let me tell you it’s quite nice to not have pain shooting down my leg any more!  I spent about a week and a half not being able to stand upright or lie down or sit without pain. Could barely walk couldn’t put weight on one side of my body  taking muscle relaxers like candy…….I had to stop all physical activity and I have to say it just about killed me……I was going stir crazy…..however I am smart enough to know that if you do not take care of your injury it will just get worse…..soooo I spent my time sleeping on my yoga mat on the floor and passing out on muscle relaxers lol

well I am finally….FINALLLYYYYY back to exercise! yeehaw! I can not tell you how much I have missed activity since I had to stop it all.  So I’m back running , I just finished up week 6 of the program i posted on here previously and let me tell you it was sheer torture trying to do that after a week and a half of totally sedentary life – I could barely keep from checking my timer every 10 seconds….the mantra in my head was just for this song…just get through this song….I don’t think I even heard the song…..but get through it I did and the second run of the week was a little easier…..of course these were both on treadmill….a nice way to ease back in after nadda for so long……then run three this week was on pavement…..i felt like my legs were weighed down… was sooo much harder of course but I completed it….albeit at a snail’s pace but done without stopping non the less… yay me!  i feel great today very happy that i am back on track …..even slept better…..tomorrow I start week 7!  just a couple of weeks away from finishing this program and being able to run 5k again! It feels so great to be able to say that I am a runner again!  my next goal starting in august will be to continue training up to 10k!

well I would love to keep writing but I’m starved to death…tummy is rumbling loudly and must go make a frittatta to satisfy 🙂

ohh on a side note am now down 33 pounds! hope to lose 15 more in the next 5 weeks but we will see what happens – healthy first then pounds

June 20, 2011

Siatic Nerve is gettin’ on my nerves!

Filed under: Things I do to get fit a.k.a exercise! Eeek!, Thoughts for the day — myjourneyfromfattofit @ 5:49 pm

well I know it’s been a bit of a gap since I posted – but I have been having an issue with my sciatic nerve.  It began a little over a week ago and the pain was travelling down my leg and deep in my tushy! I have not been able to run or do any form of exercise and have been loopy on muscle relaxers all week.

However my faithful readers… is a new day! I woke up today pretty much pain-free YAY!!! I decided to give it one more day just to be on the safe side – no use aggravating this again and having to take another week off…..sooo that said I will be back at it tomorrow……I am on week 6 of my run program….who knows where I’m at any longer on the 30 day challenge program lol….but never fear..I’ll be back in the saddle sweatin’ it out again tomorrow full force and I’ll keep y’all updated on how it goes…..I’m praying a week off of running hasn’t set me back too much but I guess I’ll find out tomorrow when I hit the pavement again…Eeeeekkk!


June 9, 2011

I am Bulletproof

Filed under: Things I do to get fit a.k.a exercise! Eeek!, Thoughts for the day — Tags: , , — myjourneyfromfattofit @ 8:05 pm

Well it has been a hectic week to say the least.  I had to move out of the place I have been staying because I just could not tolerate having to wear my flip-flops into the filthy black shower, wiping my flat mates menstrual blood off the toilet seat so I could use it, and lying awake until 4am every other night thinking up ways to make her incessantly barking dog into a nice quiet puppy rug.  I found another place on the very last day I had available to move or stay stuck in hell and pay my rent – what a relief!  So move I did – in record time I might add!  Also got a text from my scumbag ex to tell me not to worry if I see his car in my neighbourhood – he is just dating my next door neighbour now! no big deal – just 30 days after we break up -can we say afraid to be alone much?  LMAO – talk about pathetic – low-class – trash –  but mission accomplished it hurt – just enough to block him on every electronic means of communication and change my cell number – and hey if the old toothless hag next door wants my sloppy seconds – and he is happy with the town bike – well hell who am I to stand in the way of true love? LOL

so what is a girl to do? turn to chocolate and LOTS of it you say….mmmmm….good idea….no, no NOOOO bad bad idea, I’m like a junkie with a big ‘ol bag of heroin for chocolate, once i start I’ll do anything to get my next fix – best for all just not to start….omg what to do so i don’t run to the store and buy up every bit of chocolately goodness in site?

ohhh right today is run day……hmm it’s raining……eat a yogurt, sure this is just as good as chocolate yeah really it is…..dammit rain stopped……gaawwwwddd……lace ’em up……stuff your ears with little white buds……turn it up…..waaayyyy up…….listen to La Roux bulletproof


Been there, done that, messed around
I’m having fun don’t put me down,
I’ll never let you sweep me off my feet,
I won’t let you in again, the messages I’ve tried to send,
my informations’ just not going in,
burnin’ bridges shore to shore, I’ll break away from something more,
I’m not to not to love until it’s cheap,
been there, done that, messed around,
I’m having fun don’t put me down,
I’ll never let you sweep me off my feet,

This time baby,
I’ll be,
Bulletproof x2

I won’t let you turn around,
and tell me now I’m much too proud,
to walk away from something when it’s dead,
do do do your dirty words come out to play when you are heard,
there’s certain things that should be left unsaid,
tick tick tick tick on the watch and life’s too short for me to stop,
Oh baby, your time is running out,
I won’t let you turn around,
and tell me now I’m much too proud,
All you do is fill me up with doubt,

This time baby I’ll be bulletproof x2
This time baby I’ll be bulletproof x2
This time I’ll be bulletproof x2
This time maybe I’ll be bulletproof x2
This time baby I’ll be bulletproof x2


……and run until your legs feel like lead…….aaahhh much better 🙂


June 3, 2011

First outdoor run

Filed under: Things I do to get fit a.k.a exercise! Eeek!, Thoughts for the day — Tags: , , — myjourneyfromfattofit @ 7:33 pm

Well last night after work I decided to run outdoors.  I have been running on a treadmill for the last 2 weeks and had intended to continue for at least the next 2 weeks.  However as I said in a previous post I have been upping my speed much more than I expected when running on the treadmill lately and kind of felt like it might just be time to take on the hard pavement.

so off I went.  into the great wide open, or at least through the suburban sprawl that is my neighbourhood (yes that is spelled right – I’m Canadian we spell “our” NOT “or”)   😛  anyway off I went – at first meh no big deal, I don’t need no stinkin treadmill – treadmills are for babies – 2nd interval – breathing laboured,exercise induced asthma in full swing, wind in my face like a big cold hand pushing me backwards – put the music up louder and suck it up princess – 3rd interval getting my stride, this is allllllright! – 4th interval – wind, tornado, monsoon, can’t breathe, walk break, walk backwards to catch my breath, 5th interval God help me I’m almost speed walking instead of running, wind is like a brick wall, legs full of lactic acid, feel like lead, where’s that damned egg from the commercials when you need a little push??……ooohhhhh 6th interval downhill!!! yehaw! easy peasy chicken pot pie! 7th interval – last one! raining – awesome – now cold AND wet – DONE! cool down walk home, rain stops, throw in an extra interval for good measure – tomorrow is week 4 and time increases again heaven help me…found a trail nearby think i will try that – nice soft gravel instead of unforgiving pavement……

knees ache slightly today, a little from the first outdoor run and a little from the cold rainy weather and my arthritis….tiniest feeling of shin splints so need to do even more exercises and stretches before next outdoor run…..dreaming of smooth, toned, muscular runners legs *sigh*

May 30, 2011

progress update

Filed under: Thoughts for the day — Tags: , , , — myjourneyfromfattofit @ 8:36 pm

well I measured myself this morning and I am down a half inch in the waist, legs, and hips! Yippee! Alsodown one more pound so to date am now down 25 pounds! yeehaw!!!  I was quite excited by that because I have not been feeling like there was going to be any measurable progress as of yet.  Yesterday I started week three of my running program and shockingly I actually did not have difficulty completing this – I actually had to increase the speed on the treadmill because my feet kept hitting the guard thing-y at the front (yes thing-y is the techincal term for it :P).  In about a week or so God willing the weather will actually start behaving more like it should here I will be running out of doors and not on a treadmill any longer which will make it more difficult – but I hope that my progress by then will be far enough along that it does not cripple me – I am still a skinny chick running in a fat chick’s body for now and my arthritic knees are none to fond of this new activity – i’m sure they will be thrilled when I add in pavement to the mix instead of a nice cushy treadmill.  My run yesterday was a bit of a chore because I had forgotten to charge my mp3 and it pooped out midway through the very first song – so note to self – always charge your music!

I’m still doing the 30 day challenge as well – on day 13 today – AND have been attempting to do push ups on my swiss ball – that is comedic to say the least! I am currently doing them with my legs on the ball and hands on floor to push up – I hope to graduate to hands on ball push ups – but I do not have the core strength yet and keep rolling off onto the floor 🙂

run again tomorrow – week 3 – day 2 ( each level is performed 3 x’s a week) I haven’t decided if I will do pilates or yoga afterwards but it will be one or the other – oh yes and how could I forget I have also started a shoulder routine from this months oxygen magazine which I complete twice weekly so that will be either tomorrow or perhaps on day 3 run.

hmm kinda sounds like a lot doesn’t it? it’s not really though – the runs are only 20min intervals with run/walk right now – the 30 challenge is either 30 or 40 min and the yoga/pilates are also only 30 min, the shoulder exercises take about 10 min – so really it’s not that much activity overall. 

that’s all for me today – anyone else seeing or feeling  any results you care to share so far?

May 28, 2011

Running is my love

Filed under: Things I do to get fit a.k.a exercise! Eeek!, Thoughts for the day — Tags: , , — myjourneyfromfattofit @ 6:08 pm

I tell you I am soooo very happy to be back on track and working this running program – I forgot how free and happy running makes me feel.  Now don’t get me wrong it’s not walk in the park at this point in my program – however, it still does make me feel extraordinarily happy.  Even family and friends have been commenting on how much happier I seem/sound when I speak with them on the phone or Skype or whatever.

So this week was week one of the run program.  I did my first run on Monday and it was not as difficult as I had anticipated, but my poor knees were no so happy with me, and I have the proper footwear AND I ran indoors on a treadmill – by the next evening my knees and everything else was fine – a sign that perhaps I could work a little harder next time – sooooo I got the brilliant idea into my head to skip ahead to week 2 – so on weds I ran week 2’s schedule – and guess what – it was not so hard either! yippeeeeee!  Now I did not want to skip to week 3 and risk an injury so i stuck with week 2 on friday and tomorrow I am on to week 3! can I get a whoop whoop?! 

Now I am still within my own personal limits – I will not push myself so hard that I create an injury where there doesn’t need to be one – but I do believe in pushing those limits as far as possible in order to surpass them and find new limits – I also decided that I am going to run every other day instead of only 3 days a week – this is still safe as I have a rest day in between each and every run – and it gets me an extra 2-3 runs a month which will also help me reach my ultimate goal of marathon with my bestie that much sooner!  I’m so fired up and excited about this I can’t even put it in words here – I am a runner – I love love looooove running – it makes me feel so alive and so fit – I will never give up this feeling for anything or anyone ever again!

I am still also doing the 30 challenge – however at this point I am not doing those exercises on a day that I run – I will in the future do both – but again I am not going to push myself past my current limits – I want to improve not injure myself – so having said that – the days I am not running i am doing that challenge – so it seems it will be a longer than 30 day challenge now 🙂  On the days that I am running I will be doing some upper body work with hand weights or yoga/Pilates – so hopefully in the next few weeks I will start to see some real changes in my body – but either way this stuff makes me feel awesome so I ‘ll be keepin on even if I don’t lose a pound.

anyway – just a little update for y’all – how is everyone following on doing in your own challenges?

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