June 9, 2011

I am Bulletproof

Filed under: Things I do to get fit a.k.a exercise! Eeek!, Thoughts for the day — Tags: , , — myjourneyfromfattofit @ 8:05 pm

Well it has been a hectic week to say the least.  I had to move out of the place I have been staying because I just could not tolerate having to wear my flip-flops into the filthy black shower, wiping my flat mates menstrual blood off the toilet seat so I could use it, and lying awake until 4am every other night thinking up ways to make her incessantly barking dog into a nice quiet puppy rug.  I found another place on the very last day I had available to move or stay stuck in hell and pay my rent – what a relief!  So move I did – in record time I might add!  Also got a text from my scumbag ex to tell me not to worry if I see his car in my neighbourhood – he is just dating my next door neighbour now! no big deal – just 30 days after we break up -can we say afraid to be alone much?  LMAO – talk about pathetic – low-class – trash –  but mission accomplished it hurt – just enough to block him on every electronic means of communication and change my cell number – and hey if the old toothless hag next door wants my sloppy seconds – and he is happy with the town bike – well hell who am I to stand in the way of true love? LOL

so what is a girl to do? turn to chocolate and LOTS of it you say….mmmmm….good idea….no, no NOOOO bad bad idea, I’m like a junkie with a big ‘ol bag of heroin for chocolate, once i start I’ll do anything to get my next fix – best for all just not to start….omg what to do so i don’t run to the store and buy up every bit of chocolately goodness in site?

ohhh right today is run day……hmm it’s raining……eat a yogurt, sure this is just as good as chocolate yeah really it is…..dammit rain stopped……gaawwwwddd……lace ’em up……stuff your ears with little white buds……turn it up…..waaayyyy up…….listen to La Roux bulletproof


Been there, done that, messed around
I’m having fun don’t put me down,
I’ll never let you sweep me off my feet,
I won’t let you in again, the messages I’ve tried to send,
my informations’ just not going in,
burnin’ bridges shore to shore, I’ll break away from something more,
I’m not to not to love until it’s cheap,
been there, done that, messed around,
I’m having fun don’t put me down,
I’ll never let you sweep me off my feet,

This time baby,
I’ll be,
Bulletproof x2

I won’t let you turn around,
and tell me now I’m much too proud,
to walk away from something when it’s dead,
do do do your dirty words come out to play when you are heard,
there’s certain things that should be left unsaid,
tick tick tick tick on the watch and life’s too short for me to stop,
Oh baby, your time is running out,
I won’t let you turn around,
and tell me now I’m much too proud,
All you do is fill me up with doubt,

This time baby I’ll be bulletproof x2
This time baby I’ll be bulletproof x2
This time I’ll be bulletproof x2
This time maybe I’ll be bulletproof x2
This time baby I’ll be bulletproof x2


……and run until your legs feel like lead…….aaahhh much better 🙂




  1. I hope your new place will be more condusive to a happy place. I once let a coworker become a room mate. My bathroom was to me a very important place to have set up in a zen like relaxing way. On acount of I liked to read books while lounging in the tub with good music. Well, she came along… and started using my tub as a permanent place to wash clothes. On top of that she used an entire bucket of tide (it seemed) to wash in.

    My tranqil room was transformed into a horrible cheap perfume factory. It really crammped my ‘chi.’ So I can feel for your torment with the dirty room mate.

    And great song!

    Comment by lifewith4cats — June 12, 2011 @ 2:50 pm

    • yes it was heinous living in filth like that – this place is pretty darn heavenly in comparison – there is a dog here as well but it is a nice quiet normal dog, the woman who owns this house is very neat and clean thank God! I have been getting lovely sleep and plently of studying done! the universe is finally giving me what I have been asking for 🙂

      Comment by myjourneyfromfattofit — June 12, 2011 @ 10:22 pm

  2. I hope your new place will bring you lots of joy. As for your ex he is a serious jerk who clearly knows you were the best thing to ever happen to him and that why he feels the need to tell you about his every move just to make sure you don’t forget him… As for your ex housemates they are just hideous living in such filth and not cleaning up after themselves yuk… Anyway nice blog and all the best in new place 🙂

    Comment by Mental Xpress — June 14, 2011 @ 3:32 pm

    • thanks for your visit and comments! yes my ex is a tool and he will no longer be given any energy or space in my life/head/blog the move is turning out to be bliss and I finally feel that the universe is answering my requests – I can’t wait to see what I can achieve next! btw – your blog is quite nice as well, enjoyed your rants and poetry 🙂

      Comment by myjourneyfromfattofit — June 15, 2011 @ 6:12 pm

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